Focused Motivation

I wonder why it is so hard to focus on the things that are important in life. I am sitting here attempting to read from my biology textbook. It is heavy. It encases about 1300 pages, all printed on that glossy sort of paper. The light reflects off the white page. It is bright, causing my eyes to strain as I read, making it so much easier to just open this computer and start focusing on things more entertaining, like my blog, or facebook, or Target. I want motivation. I NEED me some motivation. Biology isn't the only thing that I am having a problem focusing on today. The Word of God. Why is it so hard to be motivated to spend time with God? It really makes no sense other than the fact that I am a wicked girl who likes things my own way. I need a change of heart. I need motivation. yep.